Cant sleep...

Sometimes I just can't sleep

When night comes and I don't want to sleep alone, sometimes the "Pain Pixies™" creep unto my heart and they choke my soul. I want to run, I feel the wanderlust; I want to get away from all my fears.

I wish for a safe embrace, that someone would take me into his arms and that every worry would be erased, i wish that i didn't have to look the other way when something bothered me, that i could feel comfortable and carefree.

I am not in pain, but i'm not complete. I am patient, but sometimes i remember words that do hurt - maybe i truly am spending my time, my energy, for nothing. But I cannot go on thinking that way, so i just do not look at what i fear.



I wish i knew for sure there would be a sweet, safe haven waiting for me.

I want to live, i want to experience. I want to dance, to listen to music, to love, to see things anew.
I want to hold hands, to rest, to wake up.
I need to love, and feel loved.

I hate it when i can't sleep.




O no, I see,
A spider web is tangled up with me,
And I lost my head,
The thought of all the stupid things I'd said.

O no, what's this?
A spider web, and I'm caught in the middle,
So I turn to run,
The thought of all the stupid things I've done,

And I never meant to cause you trouble,
I never meant to do you wrong,
And I, well if I ever caused you trouble,
And oh no, I never meant to do you harm.

O no, I see,
A spider web and it's me in the middle,
So I twist and turn,
Here am I in my little bubble,

Singing I, I never meant to cause you trouble,
And I, I never meant to do you wrong,
And I, well if I ever caused you trouble,
Oh, no I never meant to do you harm.

They spun a web for me,
They spun a web for me,
They spun a web for me.

what if i got it wrong