11.5.09

Steering wheel

Thought i'd stop floating in a messy ocean and guide the boat some. But that will never do... I better build a ship and make sure there's a steering wheel attached to it.

I need to get on with my life... i want that other job; I want to start creating some; i want to enjoy more and care less.
I need the cold not to freeze my soul, and make sure the fire that keeps me warm comes from within, from myself, not from anyone else.

Is planning that bad? Or is it mine that's so poorly planned everything falls apart now and then?

There are a few things I don't want to fall apart...
And one I don't want to rely on...
But...
Can't...help...wishing...

Oh well. Thought of the week: "kiss a few frogs and you may find a prince; kiss a few princes and you'll see they're all frogs..."

Never -ever- take me for granted.

"I want EVERYTHING from you, what ELSE is there to want?" -Desire, Endless Nights

3 comentarios:

Adrián Buzzetti said...

As a matter of fact, there is some mental state associated with what you writes and, as far as I can see, you can take some interesting uses of that state. ;)
And yes, there is nothing ELSE to want. There is nothing but wish a complete one. Which includes freedom... what a contradiction is this. You want someone free, but freely at your feet.

Ellamir said...

Lol Aprendiz I dont want someone at my feet!

Am I that contradictory?

I'm not THAT hard to please!
And which mental state would that be? hmmm?

Adrián Buzzetti said...

hehe. Sure. Its an expression. Is not the point. The whole idea is the important thing: the freedom in the mos important thing in this self-delivery. But by the act of giving away one self what you exactly lose is your freedom. Which is contradictory.
And, please, I don't think you are impossible to please. It's only that we all need not half attention ;), we all need truth.